Tom Fowler |
Jeremy Lynd |
Sandra Yaggie
Tom Fowler remembers Holly:
I met Holly (Benisek)
Sucic at the University of Vermont while she was a
graduate student. She was one of a group of good
friends from the university, including her future
husband, Joe, who got together once every few weeks to
just have an evening of laughs playing Scrabble or
cards, or by celebrating a special event. My favorite
strategy in Scrabble is to make the board difficult for
my opponents. This was an unheard of tactic to Holly
(and according to her, a somewhat mean tactic), but she
quickly recognized its value and turned the strategy
back on me whenever she could. We had some really
spirited games and great times together, and as
competitive as we all were, we also appreciated a superb
play and the skill of our competition. When Holly and
Joe moved to UM-Flint and the other friends from the
group scattered to other places, as happens to people
with academic careers, we kept in touch but were
separated by miles and our busy lives. We occasionally
had the chance to get together over the next few years.
Holly's and Joe's wedding was a special occasion that
brought us together, and vacations occasionally also
allowed us to see each other in person. Every single
time, there was a complete familiarity, as if no time
had passed since we had been together. You could count
on Holly to be no-nonsense, as she always was. You
could count on Joe to say something in a way that would
get Holly's goat, and she would remind him of it for the
rest of the day (always in good humor). It was fun and
comfortable to be with these friends. It was a great
shock to get the news that Holly was diagnosed with an
aggressive breast cancer. She explained to me what she
was facing in her straightforward way. Some of us were
able to get together after Holly began the chemotherapy
treatments. In spite of the sadness and helplessness we
felt in the situation, Holly, in her wounded health,
made us feel like our old gang by insisting that we do
the things we always did as a group: eat and play
games. She may not have had much physical strength, but
her competitive spirit was still intact. I don't think
I won a single board game the whole time, and not for
lack of trying. Holly was not one for self-pity or one
who looked to others for pity. She faced her poor
prognosis with dignity and fought the battle with all
she had, and her friends hoped and prayed against all
odds. We are now left without our friend. But we have
so many great memories of Holly and know that she will
always be a part of each of our lives.
Tom Fowler,
friend of Holly
Edwardsville, IL
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Jeremy Lynd remembers Holly:
I got the rare
opportunity to know Holly as a teacher, a fellow
researcher and a friend. Between lectures Holly would
sometimes come into the lab while I was working and talk
to me about a wide range of subjects, something that was
a real comfort to me when I started my research. Any
subject you could imagine talking about Holly was not
only aware of but thoroughly informed. I was very shy
and often intimidated by my work but Holly would never
hesitate to show me how to do something or talk me
through it. As an instructor Holly was enthusiastic
about the material and versatile. Much like science is
famous for, our lab exercises would not always go as
planned, but this didn’t stop Holly from teaching you
more valuable lessons. Through friends and family I
have heard many stories of Holly with never a one being
bad. I was able to see first hand how much Holly meant
to everyone at the university. I consider myself
fortunate to have had the opportunity to learn from
Holly inside and out of the classroom and will always
miss our chats.
Jeremy Lynd
University of
Michigan-Flint
Class of 2006
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Sandra Yaggie Remembers Holly:
I first met
Holly my sophomore year at Converse College. We had
become
acquainted through a mutual friend. The following year,
we decided to
room together, and we finished our Junior and Senior
year together. Who
knew that such a thing would change my life forever.
When there was chaos
in my life, she was my calm in the storm. When there was
joy, she was the
first to celebrate it with me. (Both-usually with Ben
and Jerry’s!) When
I panicked about taking “Baby Chem”, she was the one to
make sure she was
my lab assistant and helped me through it. We had such
different
personalities, (I more headstrong and “for the moment”,
she more cautious
and thoughtful), but yet we had many things in common,
love of reading,
favorite books, favorite movies (Anne of Green Gables,
of course!), goals
and dreams. We had many adventures together (Oh- the
stories I could
tell!) Our birthdays were even only 5 days apart.
Through our years
at Converse, a very diverse group of friends came to be.
We called
ourselves the “Connies”: a dancer/economics major, 4
Special Ed teachers,
and Holly. When we graduated, we moved to different
corners of the
country, Holly to VT, 2 to CA, and 3 were dispersed in
the South. We
would get together every year in a central location to
visit at Christmas
time. During the fall, Holly would say “Okay guys- time
to get the ball
rolling, who, what, when and where?” We would always
meet in the South
because logistically it was easier, but she never
complained. Holly drove
or flew down to be with us. If it weren't for Holly’s
“gentle reminders”,
the 6 of us might have drifted apart. She was most
certainly the best
communicator in our group. After college, she was
still there for me.
She helped plan and participate in my wedding, helped us
move, became the
sister my husband never had, and was the godmother of
both my children. I
was honored to meet and become friends with Joe, be in
her wedding, and
be a part of her life in return. For almost 10 years, we
talked every
other Sunday night, to keep in touch. Sometimes for 2-3
hours. What
always put me to shame was her uncanny ability to
remember even the
smallest detail. Birthdays, anniversaries, events, none
of those were
overlooked by Holly. Sure, I remembered it was someone’s
birthday, but I
remember it ON that birthday, not 2 weeks in advance so
I can pick the
perfect card and gift and mail it on time. ( I tried,
but could never get
it coordinated right!) She always KNEW the perfect gift.
She knew the
people she loved so well, and paid such close attention
to those around
her, that she never ceased to amaze me. She found just
the thing that
would be perfect in my house, picked the perfect books
that she knew my
kids wouldn't be able to put down, and cross-stitched
the most wonderful
things, that I felt were truly made just for me. When
she was diagnosed,
my world crashed around me. All of the Connies were
flabbergasted. Not
Holly! Why Holly? The day we lost Holly was the worst
day of my life. I
will never forget that day. Holly was a confidante,
mentor, inspiration,
and best friend. She will continue to be a mentor and
remembered by the
“Connies”, my husband, my children and other who were
touched by her. She
may not be with us in this world any longer, but I am
certain she is with
us in spirit. My family will do our part to keep that
spirit alive in our
home and in our heart. May you be blessed enough to have
such a person
come into your life.
Sandi Yaggie
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